let's say this is my best august
ever. because yes, it was. after all those moments where I get so
bustle, where I cried myself at night, its all paid yesterday. 30 august
2013. he is the sweetest guy i've ever know so far. he show me the
world i've never seen before, he gave me butterflies, and most of all,
he gave me his love, i couldn't expect more than that. i didn't expect
him to be that sweet but yes, he was sweet. i still feel the butterflies
on my tummy. the atmosphere, and the beats of my heart which get faster
at the moment. so here we go.....
he was my friend at school (because he's now myman:p) his name is anshar devarino febrian.
I call him arino(now). the first time i saw him, i feel really nothing,
he is just an ordinary boy. then, timeflies, we're getting closer by
the time he's using blackberry and starting bbm me everyday (well,
thanks God for the blackberry, and for the company too haha), I started
get attached with him, we're texting everyday and everynight.than
oneday, i could feel the butterflies, i smiled when he text me, and sad
when he's not. i am attached to him. that's where my feelings grow. and i
basicallyfcked up.because attached to semone usually sucks, when you
don't know whether he feel the same or not, but yes he feel the same
with me *alhamdulillah.then oneday, his bb was broke. he break it, by
sat on it -__- i was really dissapointed at the moment because...... i
thought its the end. but, it's not *yay-ness* he dm me on twitter by the
time he broke his phone (thanks again for twitter).I was really
suprized, i feel special. and yes i actually am :)) we're start
dm-ing,til he asked me whether i have wassap or line or something like
that. i gave him my line (thanks again for line, thanks for every app
that supported me and arino!!) we chat on the line.everyday..
everynight. i thought i love him, i thought i don't wanna lose him. but
somehow the way he act made me confuse, he could be an angel yet devil
at the same time thats irritating, i dont have my things to say. i get
tired for the 2months he didn't give me clear answer for
ourrelationship. i found myself giving up on him, i tell laras abt
everything. and thanks God laras exist. she helped me a lot, til the day
arino tell me that he like me, its actually at 28 august, but he told
me "live" in front of the whole people at school, was on 30 august '13.
he's doing the sweetest things i never expected before, my eyes was
closed, and i walk by the closed eyes from my class to the court, at the
coourt, someone gave me a paper-flower. then someone asked me to open
my eyes. after all, after i open my eyes, i could see the whole people
at shchool was there, make a circle around me and looked at me now. and
gitcha, it's him. in front of me. he told me that he wanted me to be
hiis's. if I accept his love, I have to take the bucket of flowers he
hold. i smiled, i'm shy. so much shy. but then, i took the buckets,
and..... i'm officially his's. the whole school gave me the 'ciyeeciyee'
my friends said longlast and etc. they said it was sweet. thankyou so
much for the tim sukses devarino :)) for my friends, all of them which i
always share about my galaustory. i couldn't give more than this, for
the pj, wait. i'm on my way. still collecting money guys! be patiently
patient! BUNCH OF THANKS TO YOU ALL. i pray for the best. for me, for
us., may we'll be loyal to each others. no cheating, no flirting. just
love me the way i am, and i will love you the way you are. for now, and i
don't know until when. all i know now is that my heart, the whole heart
is officially yours :) thankyou arino, for the flowers, for told me
that you want me to be yours in front of the whole people at school. for
anything, the 2months are not a waste of time at all. ilysm no :)
