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Arctic Monkeys R U MINE?

the best august ever, i am blessed.

let's say this is my best august ever. because yes, it was. after all those moments where I get so bustle, where I cried myself at night, its all paid yesterday. 30 august 2013. he is the sweetest guy i've ever know so far. he show me the world i've never seen before, he gave me butterflies, and most of all, he gave me his love, i couldn't expect more than that. i didn't expect him to be that sweet but yes, he was sweet. i still feel the butterflies on my tummy. the atmosphere, and the beats of my heart which get faster at the moment. so here we go.....

he was my friend at school (because he's now myman:p) his name is anshar devarino febrian. I call him arino(now). the first time i saw him, i feel really nothing, he is just an ordinary boy. then, timeflies, we're getting closer by the time he's using blackberry and starting bbm me everyday (well, thanks God for the blackberry, and for the company too haha), I started get attached with him, we're texting everyday and everynight.than oneday, i could feel the butterflies, i smiled when he text me, and sad when he's not. i am attached to him. that's where my feelings grow. and i basicallyfcked up.because attached to semone usually sucks, when you don't know whether he feel the same or not, but yes he feel the same with me *alhamdulillah.then oneday, his bb was broke. he break it, by sat on it -__- i was really dissapointed at the moment because...... i thought its the end. but, it's not *yay-ness* he dm me on twitter by the time he broke his phone (thanks again for twitter).I was really suprized, i feel special. and yes i actually am :)) we're start dm-ing,til he asked me whether i have wassap or line or something like that. i gave him my line (thanks again for line, thanks for every app that supported me and arino!!) we chat on the line.everyday.. everynight. i thought i love him, i thought i don't wanna lose him. but somehow the way he act made me confuse, he could be an angel yet devil at the same time thats irritating, i dont have my things to say. i get tired for the 2months he didn't give me clear answer for ourrelationship. i found myself giving up on him, i tell laras abt everything. and thanks God laras exist. she helped me a lot, til the day arino tell me that he like me, its actually at 28 august, but he told me "live" in front of the whole people at school, was on 30 august '13. he's doing the sweetest things i never expected before, my eyes was closed, and i walk by the closed eyes from my class to the court, at the coourt, someone gave me a paper-flower. then someone asked me to open my eyes. after all, after i open my eyes, i could see the whole people at shchool was there, make a circle around me and looked at me now. and gitcha, it's him. in front of me. he told me that he wanted me to be hiis's. if I accept his love, I have to take the bucket of flowers he hold. i smiled, i'm shy. so much shy. but then, i took the buckets, and..... i'm officially his's. the whole school gave me the 'ciyeeciyee' my friends said longlast and etc. they said it was sweet. thankyou so much for the tim sukses devarino :)) for my friends, all of them which i always share about my galaustory. i couldn't give more than this, for the pj, wait. i'm on my way. still collecting money guys! be patiently patient! BUNCH OF THANKS TO YOU ALL. i pray for the best. for me, for us., may we'll be loyal to each others. no cheating, no flirting. just love me the way i am, and i will love you the way you are. for now, and i don't know until when. all i know now is that my heart, the whole heart is officially yours :) thankyou arino, for the flowers, for told me that you want me to be yours in front of the whole people at school. for anything, the 2months are not a waste of time at all. ilysm no :)

there are still photos, and some videos. but the connection is not so good, btw sorry for the bad english, i'm no good at telling story but well i tried haha. thankyou guys for the sweetest august ever!<3<3

STILL INTO YOU!

Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you.
Make you feel, make you feel better.
It's not a walk in the park
To love each other.
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it

Cause after all this time.
I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm in to you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let em wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you

Recount the night that I first
I Met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya.
You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
We sang along to the start of forever

And after all this time.
I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm in to you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let em wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you

Some things just,
Some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I
Some things just,
Some things just make sense
And even after all this time
I'm into You
Baby not a day goes by that
I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm in to you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let em wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

lately, he is the unspokable words im afraid to say

well actually I really have noooo idea about what should I share here, with the bloggaszh thing.
so here I am, wanted to share this lyrics about the song  that represent my feelings a lot.

"Mirrors"
 

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample
And I can't help but stare, 'cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life